Im tired right now, and happy but at the same time I feel abandoned... Friend stood me up this weekend, my last party weekend in Sweden before I leave and shes going away even tho she promised me. But then again, what can you do? Not much about it, atleast shes gonna have fun. And I have loads of things to do this weekend anyways. Got several parties and shyt to go to if I want to. Or ill just hang out with Therese and go out clubbing...
Had school today and Im sooo tired now, barely slept in like 3-4 days. Dont really know why, guess Im nervous about going to Malta all alone. I mean I Shouldnt be, its gonna be a great experience and Im gonna have so much fun.
Nah imma stop worry about it...
Time to do something creative ^^
Carpe Diem/
Em<3
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Tired
Sunday, May 24, 2009
First Model Pics
So yesterday it was saturday and the first time I took model pictures. It all started around 1 pm when me and some friends left to go to Gothenburg, where the model studio is. We decided to take to car, was to lazy for anything else even tho its really easy to take the train or bus, but we took the car.
So we finally came there around 3 pm, takes some time since its like 160 km there or something, anyways its a long way. We had to hours to go shopping and then it was time for me to take the pictures. So we went down to the main street and had a look in some shops, I didnt really buy anything since I already got to much. Belive it or not! The only things I bought was a rubiks cube, a pink top and a lip balm from body shop.
So we came to model studio and they told us what was gonna happen then thye gave us wine... mm wine.. felt amazing... First station for me was the make-up and the make-up artists were so good. Did exactly what I like even tho I dont think I ever had that much make up before. But I looked amazing. Then it was time for the hair. She made it kinda curly with two beads on one side of the head. I LOOOOVED it... I have to try to do that at home some time.. Fits me!
Then it was time for all the photos, and the photographers and me had a awesome time. They were so open and fun and made me relax. Im gonna upload some pictures here so you'll see them... I really have to study now, been a bad girl and forgot to do it!
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Inspiration Spring
Got the worst pollen allergy right now. Can barely breath sometimes.. So THANK GOD theres medicines to take care of that =)
I like those meds, but not many pills left so gotta go get new ones.
Ok time for a break, fever now so really tired....Need some tea <3
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Today
Just got home from school, so tired today. Havent been able to sleep for about 2 nights cuz of my cat. She wanna make babies right now so shes screaming all the time, calling for a partner.. And thats really annoying. So hungry right now, can barely think. Just havent decided yet what to eat today, thinking about McDonalds cuz Im to tired to cook. But Ill see, still got time to think about it...
hmm.. ok its been 2 minutes now... And I told Peter to go buy food, Im to dizzy to move. And hes with a friend anyways thats gonna keep him company. Im just gonna sit here so I wont faint, I dont like fainting.
Im kinda used to it tho, fainted alot in my days.
ok gotta write later. Have to concentrate on staying awake....
Carpe Diem/
Em<3
Happiness
Last night a very good friend of mine gave me a amazing poem... About me actually..
It all started as a challenge when he told me he wrote poems. I was kinda surprised since hes not that person at all, not on the outside, but the body covers more secrets then the entire world.
I loooove this poem, at first I was laughing, which is a good thing cuz that means you like it. And it ended beautifully. It really felt like it was me in that poem. Perfect to read before bedtime. Gotta run to school now... =( Ill write mor about this later... but Ill post the poem here now so everyone can see it cuz it deserves to be seen by more people.
To My Surprise
From first sight you're thinking 'time to get in her panties' "Wuzzup gurl? Let's get to know each other like sex vigilantes."
She put the designers out of business with the scent of her aroma, disgraces the pants she wears cause that ass'll put you in a coma.
Her outter appearance is overwhelming, like the peak of extasy highs, Definately make you breathless when u look at those marvelous thighs.
Can't help but wonder what it would be like to penetrate her vagina, Whuddya say gurl? can i come up and alienate it from behind ya?
Make you scream so loud they hear the noise all the way in china? make you cumm so hard that it floods in Southern Carolina?
When you run your game and u tell her only what you think she wanna hear, Don't be a lame, she too smart to fall for your bullshit that isnt cincere.
Seem's like there's a bit more to this one than just mere appearance, you'll involuntarily cling to her words like a church mass adherence.
She's got the type of body that would shadow the beauty of a goddess, A perfection beyond blasphemy, as if she were godless.
A drop of her soul exlusively more potent than the fountain of youth, journey her eyes conclusively and behold the mountain of truth.
I wonder if when the day is over and the darkness replaces the sun, if the moon paused for an instant before the night had begun?
Cause i bet if the moon had a pair of eyes and given a second sight, he would close them just knowing she rivaled his beauty that night.
Only to think, that's only the outside appearance of a marvelous creature, let me ponder over the intracasies of what her insides may feature.
Constantly changing like the ocean current and patterns of the world's weather, such a delicate daisy that runs concurrent with the white on an angel's wing's feather.
Just like a lillypad floats on the water collecting the morning dew, She does the same, staying afloat, making every morning anew.
If you Wanna get close, you better be careful. Her heart's not one to toy with, that'd be dareful.
And if you dare to manipulate her heart and choose to betray? may you wither and die like a flower that withered away.
Delicate and caring, loyal and loving, is the best way to describe her. Faithful and daring, royal and beloving's the best way to inscribe her,
When you're locked in chains and it seems like theres noone there to derive you, Out of the shadow comes a sparkle of light completely ready to survive you.
Judging by the delicate nature of her actions she left encased in my mind, she wont mean to grab ahold of your soul, but now unable to leave her behind.
In the event that life was so perfect like the life of Winne The Pooh, there would be plenty of honey, a rabbit a pig, and definately YOU.
From first sight you're thinking 'time to get in her panties' "Wuzzup gurl? Let's get to know each other like sex vigilantes."
She put the designers out of business with the scent of her aroma, disgraces the pants she wears cause that ass'll put you in a coma.
Her outter appearance is overwhelming, like the peak of extasy highs, Definately make you breathless when u look at those marvelous thighs.
Can't help but wonder what it would be like to penetrate her vagina, Whuddya say gurl? can i come up and alienate it from behind ya?
Make you scream so loud they hear the noise all the way in china? make you cumm so hard that it floods in Southern Carolina?
When you run your game and u tell her only what you think she wanna hear, Don't be a lame, she too smart to fall for your bullshit that isnt cincere.
Seem's like there's a bit more to this one than just mere appearance, you'll involuntarily cling to her words like a church mass adherence.
She's got the type of body that would shadow the beauty of a goddess, A perfection beyond blasphemy, as if she were godless.
A drop of her soul exlusively more potent than the fountain of youth, journey her eyes conclusively and behold the mountain of truth.
I wonder if when the day is over and the darkness replaces the sun, if the moon paused for an instant before the night had begun?
Cause i bet if the moon had a pair of eyes and given a second sight, he would close them just knowing she rivaled his beauty that night.
Only to think, that's only the outside appearance of a marvelous creature, let me ponder over the intracasies of what her insides may feature.
Constantly changing like the ocean current and patterns of the world's weather, such a delicate daisy that runs concurrent with the white on an angel's wing's feather.
Just like a lillypad floats on the water collecting the morning dew, She does the same, staying afloat, making every morning anew.
If you Wanna get close, you better be careful. Her heart's not one to toy with, that'd be dareful.
And if you dare to manipulate her heart and choose to betray? may you wither and die like a flower that withered away.
Delicate and caring, loyal and loving, is the best way to describe her. Faithful and daring, royal and beloving's the best way to inscribe her,
When you're locked in chains and it seems like theres noone there to derive you, Out of the shadow comes a sparkle of light completely ready to survive you.
Judging by the delicate nature of her actions she left encased in my mind, she wont mean to grab ahold of your soul, but now unable to leave her behind.
In the event that life was so perfect like the life of Winne The Pooh, there would be plenty of honey, a rabbit a pig, and definately YOU.
~Scott
Thank u so much hun for this... Means ALOT to me. Love u <3
Carpe Diem/
Em<3
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
ZzZ
Im really tired today, couldnt sleep last night. Think I fell asleep around 3 am or something, and thats bad since I had to wake up 6 am cuz of school.
And been surrounded by kids from 8 am - 3 pm today and thats exhausting. Im not used to so many kids yet, I know Im gonna be a teacher in 2.5 years but at the moment Im really not used to all the noices and stuff thats going on in a elementary school.
But my weeks there are almost over, only this and next week left then I go back to my university. In a way thats gonna be nice so I actually can relax some. Kinda hard now. And after those weeks its only like 3 weeks until I go to Malta.. I SOOOO BADLY wanna go right now.
This winter or next summer Im gonna try to go to Australia, if I can afford that is. Would be so much fun!
God gotta take a nap now, Im falling asleep...
Carpe Diem/
Em<3
Monday, May 4, 2009
Happiness
A model company just called me and asked if I wanna take some pics. And I said HELL YES!!
So May 23th Im gonna take some pics then post them here and on facebook. Im sooooooooo looking forward to it. ^^ Its like a dream comming true... Have to practise now, not many days left.
Its a perfect bday gift for myself... and thats 2 weeks before I leave Sweden... I can barely breath right now!
Anyways, life is amazing right now, finally looking for my own apartment, cant move in till I get home from Malta tho. Cant afford that.
My time in the elementary school is almost over, soon ill be back at my own university which kinda sucks, on the other hand its only 5 weeks till school is out for the summer. I want it to be summer now, no wait, first my bday (May 16th) then May 23rd cuz of the modelling, then I want it to be June 7th so I can go to Malta and have lots of fun with other students and people!
Hm should continue to clean my apartment prolly! So I get as much as possible done before this weekend. Yes Im gonna do that. Ill write later I guess!
Carpe Diem/
Em<3
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