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Kind of a sucky day today. Found out that my cousin, hes like 1 year old, is really sick. Something wrong with his lungs or something in that area. So now they have to open his chest of and try to fix the problem. And theres a chance that he wont survive since hes that young.

Its hard. I think I really cant handle the problem the way I want since Im all moody and everything affects me in a bad way.

Ive been crying since I got home. Well on the way home also from class. And that was embarrassing, I feel weak when i cry. But dont know what to do right now.

So I decided to forget the problem tonight and go out and have fun.

Costume party at the bar and its going to be fun I guess. Got my costume today also =) A amazing nurse costume. Me likey.

Trying to think positive right now. And positive is getting so damn drunk so I dont think about real life today. Gotta wait a lil tho. I cant start drinking at 1.40 pm -___-

Well time to go and do something. Need to think of something else.

Yawnie face

Good morning everyone.
Woke up like 30 minutes ago and Im almost ready to leave for school. Going to have a wierd class today, we gonna do some balance, koncentration and motor coordination (wierd word but thats what the dictionary said). I guess we gonna use it when we are teachers, atleast I hope so since this feels pretty useless.

So what am I planning to do today? Hmmm NOOO IDEA!!! I wanna party but I cant party every weekend. Or can I? Ive done it before. A lil party animal here. Meeeeeow!!
Maybe just a nice cozy night at home with my friends playing some games? Ehe. Dammit I really cant decide what to do...... sighs... well Carpe Diem!

Right now Im watching Spongbob Squarepants and listenening to some wierd ppl talking in ventrilo *giggles*, like my Steve and Haz. And Im also thinking about getting some breakfast before school. Dont wanna faint. But hey it takes like 5 minutes to eat a sandwich. Mmm... 3 hour class doesnt sound to fun.
Oh and its halloween this weekend also and that means I prolly get to wear my new nurse costume... -drools-
Okelidokeli I really gotta make breakie now before my friend gets here.

Take care <3

Me again

Decided to put another picture here so u know how I look like <3>

This is me partying at a friends house!

This is me in my apartment taking ego pictures

So now u know what I look like <3>

Yawnie

Im so god damn bored right now. I have no idea what to do. Maybe watch a movie or My name is Earl. Favorite TV show... LOOOVE Earl!!
Make some food perhaps? Or make cupcakes? Chocolate cupcakes or raspberry/blueberry.. omg... YUMMY YUMMY! Would be really good.

I got school tomorrow. Only one class tho. Have no idea what we gonna do but I bet its gonna be fun.
Thinking about taking a trip to England. I need to get away from my life here in Sweden. Just for a weekend, just a quickie. Would be so fun. I wanna go to Cali, USA, also but thats way more expensive and have to wait. A flight ticket to England is really cheap, like taking candy from a kid. Especially if I live with someone there. That would be greeeeeat! Maybe a weekend before christmas and buy some christmas gifts there. YESH Im really gonna do that.. WOOOOOOHOOO!!

Well time to leave again. Gotta make food real soon. Im starving again..

Ooh a pic on me taken this summer.

First post!! YEEEY

After several days of nagging from my friend, Im not gonna mention any names, I finally made my blog in english.

Let me just say that i don't care about typos. English isnt my main language, but Im gonna do my best =)

So Im Emelie, 20 years old and live in Sweden right now (unfortunally). I would rather live in USA or UK tho. Or maybe Greece.

Had a awful morning when i woke up. First of all i woke up because they are renovating the building I live in and make ALOT of noices all the time. So I wake up about 7 every morning, and its kinda irritating. I put my pjs on and sit down in the sofa in the livingroom and turn my TV on. Then i see some workers right outside my window. I havent showered or anything. I look like a complete mess and discusting. So i thought that maybe they were going to start the renovation in my apartment today without telling me. So i started to clean my apartment and doing the dishes at the same time. Then i rushed into the shower. OMG it was totally insane here. I was running all over the apartment doing several things at the same time.

Then i decided this is enough. They havent told me that they should start here today so I guess they wont. And guess what!! They didnt!!!! So I did all that for nothing. Well I might as well continue the cleaning since I prolly will have some friends over tomorrow for a pre-party before we go to the bar and shake our asses off.

And its halloween this weekend also and I still havent got my costume that i ordered like 11 days ago and its starting to piss me off! Yes they gonna have a really pissed off Em if I dont get my costume today or tomorrow. They PROMISED that i would get it before halloween. Luckily I havent paid it yet... PHEW!!! That would have been really bad. As a student I cant afford that.

Yep Im a student. I got about 3 years left. I study education at the university here in Jönköping and Im loving it. Its so much fun. Going to be a teacher in 3 years.

Omg i need to eat breakfast. Im starving here. Hmm.. Maybe some scrambled eggs, scones and english breakfast tea... YEA that sounds amazing.

well im gonna try and write as often as I can and inform u about my days and my life =)

Hugs //

Em<3