Christmas!!!

Some of my christmas pics!!

Fell asleep at work during lunchbreak

Today

Sitting here in my couch now, not tired at all BUT my throat is really soar. And I dont like that!!

Anyways, been working now for some days and yesterday was my first day off work or school, felt good but didnt do much. I were way to tired for that, but tomorrow I REALLY gotta get some studying done. I feel so bad for not doing what I should have done already. But Im kinda tired of it since Im not sure if this is what I wanna do my entire life. Do I really wanna work with kids full time? I dont think so anymore. I think marketing or business is more my thing actually. Gonna talk to someone at the school and see what they think I should do. Doesnt feel good to study something I dont wanna work with later on.

Anyways tired now, gonna write more tomorrow and also gonna try to update every day. Gotta change the layout tomorrow also. Dont like this one!

Carpe Diem!

Ego pics

New apartment

Sitting here in my couch at the moment missing my family. Feels so empty without them even thou we slept at different floors in the old house. But Im not used to live by myself but gonna have to now. And I like it. I like being independant. Anyways here's some pics, bad ones, from my new apartment. The flash kinda destroys everything but to lazy to take new ones.

Tonights outfit

Training for dummies!!!

sunday morning

Sitting here in me bed now taking a break from getting ready. Got out from the shower a lil while ago. Pretty cold now since I still havent any clothes on. But I got a reason for that! I blame the body lotion and deodorant! Dont wanna ruin my clothes so ill wait a little bit longer. But I can atleast put on make up at the same time. Havent had make up in a couple of days and now it feels good. Its actually fun today. I like make-uo maybe I should consider a make-up course or something. Would be so much fun!

Anyways I suck at updating my blog so I decided Im gonna do it atleast 1-2 times each day and Ill try to get some today outfit and stuff as well. Alot of things going on right now in my life so really didnt care about writing but Ill try more now.

Well off to finish this make-up then maybe some more dancing!

/hugs

halllllloweeeeen!

Sitting here in my bed now a bit hungover... still.... studentcostume pty yesterday to celebrate halloween. I LOOOOVE halloween! Anyways here are some pics from last night!

So this is how u do push-ups my friends!! All u need is a place to be and a friend to help u! I got some help from Peter (thank God), otherwise I would die!!

Translation (something like this)
"ok now u gonna see a REAL push-up!
Come help me I cant do it alone... No wait I can do it, I can...
Now... 1,2 down... Up (!) for fuck sake.. UP UP I cant hold it anymore.. UP!,
down, NOOO, up... ok done, ouch..
turn it off"

Moooorning

Almost halloween! My party mode is installed and I cant wait till wednesday! on wednesday night the first halloween party is taking place at the studentbar! With all the students. Im gonna dress up as a pirate, hopefully a sexy one. And Cornelia's gonna be Welma from ScoobyDoo! Atleast I think her name is welma. Ive never seen ScoobyDoo so dont actually know >< Anyways looking forward to party again, its been a while since I actually did that and I deserve it.

Anyways this is another takie-it-easy-weekend for me. Just gonna sit in my room and relax, well not just relax I really need to study also. Got an exam on monday >< Dont wanna do it but have to. And im sure it will feel much better afterwards.

Well ill write more later dont really know what to write atm. Oh gonna take pics of my costumes (all of them) this weekend so u can see the ones i already own!

Well sitting here now in my bed at the moment. Have to leave soon! SPA day today, got a 45 minute massage and then sauna.... I LOOOVE relax days! And I so deserve this before my exam on monday!

Nothing really interesting happened lately, kinda boring actually. Anyways halloween coming up and thats my favorite thing every year. Its better then xmas! First I got a student halloween party go to, then Imma be a pirate and then on saturday i think Im gonna be a cheerleader. Havent decided yet thou. But I decided not to buy anything new this year since Im moving soon. Almost time to move to my own apartment again. It havent been that bad but just that its different to have more ppl living with u then on ur own. But food on the table everyday is great! But still miss my own place. But SOOOON SOOON its mine!! I dont wanna wait anymore =(

Anyways gotta pack my bag now then run to the bus. <3 cya laters

Updated pics!!

Dont really know what Im doing but Im happy!

Tequila bodyshots

Funny answering machine

This was allegedly voted unanimously by staff at Maroochydore High School in QLD for use on their telephone answering system. Very possibly fake, but very funny, Also has a serious point that perhaps parents and students should be more accountable and take more responsibility themselves instead of blaming the school for their failings.

Sitting here in my bed doing nothin =) Kinda bored actually but decided to write anyways.
So i was gonna do a exam today but I couldnt since the bus didnt come >< long story. Lyckily I can do it next monday but would have been better to do it today but I couldnt help that.
Anyways just wanted to drop in and say hi.. Gonna post a new pic also dince i dyed my hair!

Poems

A really good friend of mine wrote a poem to me once. I think I already posted it in this blog before but Im gonna post it again. If u wanna read his other poems you can find them here in the little scroll window! My poem isnt there yet so Im posting it here below.. I love it hope u do too..

To My Surprise

From first sight you're thinking 'time to get in her panties'
"Wuzzup gurl? Let's get to know each other like sex vigilantes."

She put the designers out of business with the scent of her aroma,
disgraces the pants she wears cause that ass'll put you in a coma.

Her outter appearance is overwhelming, like the peak of extasy highs,
Definately make you breathless when u look at those marvelous thighs.

Can't help but wonder what it would be like to penetrate her vagina,
Whuddya say gurl? can i come up and alienate it from behind ya?

Make you scream so loud they hear the noise all the way in china?
make you cumm so hard that it floods in Southern Carolina?

When you run your game and u tell her only what you think she wanna hear,
Don't be a lame, she too smart to fall for your bullshit that isnt cincere.

Seem's like there's a bit more to this one than just mere appearance,
you'll involuntarily cling to her words like a church mass adherence.

She's got the type of body that would shadow the beauty of a goddess,
A perfection beyond blasphemy, as if she were godless.

A drop of her soul exlusively more potent than the fountain of youth,
journey her eyes conclusively and behold the mountain of truth.

I wonder if when the day is over and the darkness replaces the sun,
if the moon paused for an instant before the night had begun?

Cause i bet if the moon had a pair of eyes and given a second sight,
he would close them just knowing she rivaled his beauty that night.

Only to think, that's only the outside appearance of a marvelous creature,
let me ponder over the intracasies of what her insides may feature.

Constantly changing like the ocean current and patterns of the world's weather,
such a delicate daisy that runs concurrent with the white on an angel's wing's feather.

Just like a lillypad floats on the water collecting the morning dew,
She does the same, staying afloat, making every morning anew.

If you Wanna get close, you better be careful.
Her heart's not one to toy with, that'd be dareful.

And if you dare to manipulate her heart and choose to betray?
may you wither and die like a flower that withered away.

Delicate and caring, loyal and loving, is the best way to describe her.
Faithful and daring, royal and beloving's the best way to inscribe her,

When you're locked in chains and it seems like theres noone there to derive you,
Out of the shadow comes a sparkle of light completely ready to survive you.

Judging by the delicate nature of her actions she left encased in my mind,
she wont mean to grab ahold of your soul, but now unable to leave her behind.

In the event that life was so perfect like the life of Winne The Pooh,
there would be plenty of honey, a rabbit a pig, and definately YOU.

~Scott

Monday

Havent updated my blog in a along time right now. Bad Emelie!! I concentrated on my swedish blog and school instead. Well Im gonna try to write here more often, atleast once each day. To keep you guys updated!
Sitting in my couch now watching CSI NY. I like that program!
Ugh so tired today. but I feel much better after moving home to my parents again for a while, I feel much more relaxed. And i got some good habits now also, Im going out for a long walk every day with my sister.
Well I'll write more later. Wanna watch the program now.

Tuesday

Well time to write in my blog again, was like 13 days ago! Bad Em!!
Well nothing really happened anyways. The only thing that happened is me moving home to my parents for about 2.5 months. Living there while Im waiting for my new apartment. Cant wait!! I get it 1 december, then its just MINE. My baby!! Need to buy more furniture and everything thou. But thats gonna be so much fun! Looove shopping. And feels so much better to spend money on furniture to my new apartment then alcohol or something else.

Anyways, today something surprising happened, well two surprising things.
First: I was in school doing nothing and a friend suddenly texted me asking me if I wanted to go out with him and his friends today. This sint a friend I usually hang out with, hes a DJ at the bar Im usually going to. But of course me and Nancy said yes. Not gonna drink so much thou, school tomorrow! Ugh dont want school tomorrow =( But have to...

Anyways, the other wierd thing that happened was that I got a msn message from a person I deleted from my contactlist. Deleted him cuz he simply stoped talking to me and didnt answer or anything. But today i got a message from him asking why I deleted him. Was so wierd. But now we're talking again and it feels good. I missed talking to him since he meant alot to me before he got quiet...

Well time to watch swedish idol then going out with Nancy!!
Carpe Diem

Since Ive been a bad girl for a long period of time now I decided to start a more active blogging... About time. Today I really dont have anything to write about. Nothin happened today, Im still a bit sick and Ive been home ALL day.. Pretty boring actually but better to stay home to get well then be out doing stuff all the time and keep being sick. Anyways Im getting better. No fever or anything just that my throat is fuking with me and my nose, and Im tired but thats another problem. I really cant sleep during the night and I dont know why. So many sleepless nights now and its bothering me. And I dont wanna take sleeping pills, afraid to get addicted to them. So I try to make myself tired instead.
But as it looks now I can stay up all night. Maybe I need a real party night out to get myself REALLY tired so I just pass out in my bed? Hm might be an idea if I dont sleep for some days now.
Anyways gonna upload some more pics, atleast one before bedtime (lets hope imma fall asleep this time)... Carpe Diem!!

Finally an update

Long time since I wrote now. Baaaad Em..
Well I just havent had the time really, alot to do at the moment. Alot in school and work and other stuff. But anyways tomorrows Im gonna check out my new apartment and start to buy new furniture.. Cant wait until its actually MINE!! I so wanna move now, I dont wanna wait anymore... But the time will pass by quickly. I know that.
Heres some new pics thou, ill write more laters!!!

alot of days

Alot of days since I wrote anything. But Ive been way to busy to actually have time to do it. I prefer to be out in the sun and do stuff instead of sitting here and being addicted to my blog. For me the real life is way more important then the internet life. Pixels doesnt come first.
So ive just been swimming and stuff....
OK ill try to update tomorrow, but Im way to hungover today to concentrate.

Day 8

Sunday....
Today me, funda, Manuel, Nadja and some other people (like 10 more) went to the blue lagoon in Camino and it was prolly the most beautiful thing I ever seen in my entire life.
We arrive there with the ferry after a hilarious and crazy busride. U cant trust the drivers here, not at all. If ur suicidal Malta is a great way to kill or hurt yourself. I dont recommend it, just pointing it out.
The busride took atleast 30 minutes but the bus had airconditioner and I gopt to sit the entire way.. Thank God!
So we spent the entire day there and then went went home to just relax and study.... Ended up with me falling asleep at 9.30 pm and didnt wake up until 8.30 the day after. Insane but atleast I got to sleep alot...
Well nothing really happened today... ill write more about day 9

Day 7 saturday

So its already saturday which means that tomorrow Ive been away from Sweden for 8 days! Thats a LONG time! So today its a week. Insane, I've survived a week entirely by myself. Ive never done that before and Im kinda proud of it.

Good thing I choosed Malta to go to since its one of the safest countries in the world. The guys here arent that creepy like in many other countries. Of course they wistle and honk and shout things and so but not as creepy and much as say the guys in Turkey. Well not all guys but many of them since blondes are hot (apperantly)...

Today has been a exhausting dy and there is yet more to come. We spend 6 hours today on a Malta tour. So Ive seen some pretty amazing places right now and famuos pages. I will upload some pics when I get home to Sweden prolly. But it was awesome. I love Malta to much, the culture and people and everything. We learned alot about Maltas history today and Im so gonna read more about it. Im a history nerd and Maltas history is really cool. Especially the St johns knights and everything. They got alot of old building like 55 temples that the people from Sicily built about 5000 years ago (I think not to sure), but they are like atleast 1000 years older then the pyramids and they used is as a religious temple who only the high priest could enter and use.

We had lunch in a old fishing village and the food was really expensive but I wasnt that hungry so I only ate an omelette with ham. When we paid our stuff the cashier tried to fool us, she wanted more money then she should have but we refused. NONE takes money from me. I need them myself and I cant help that shes doing mistakes and doesnt listen. Funda got a bit upset at her I guess but we solved everything atleast.

After the food we decided to check out the little market, not alot of things to buy but we tried the malteese wine (cactus wine). It was actually REALLY good and Im gonna buy a bottle before I leave. And of course Im gonna buy a history book about Malta.

Right now Im sitting here and waiting for some friends, we gonna try the outlife here during the weekend. Its going to be interesting. I heard that its crowded during the nights so hope Ill get a good time. Im prett sure I will with the friends Im going with. I might go home pretty early tho since Im gonna go to either Blue lagoon or blue grotto tomorrow. Im not sure what yet but Ill see tomorrow. Think it will be blur lagoon tho, prefer to spend my sunday at the beach not in a bus and stuff. And the blue lagoon seems to be amazing. Ill upload a pic of it at the very end of this blogpost.

Well time to finish up, ill tell u tomorrow how the night ended...

Have fun now and take care <3

Day 6 con....

So we went to the bar later during the night to eat something and to watch my teacher play with his band. They were pretty cool but not exactly my kind of music but Sigos awesome.

I had the wierdest pizza ever, cant remember the name but it was cool. 4 different types on one pizza, the first slice was with peas, seconds with mushrooms, third with ham and the last slice with egg. The egg and peas part was wierd but really good. I liked it alot. Think the place/bar is called Black Gold and is in Sliema in Malta. If ur there try it, its worth it .

Before I go home Im gonna try rabbit. Sounds a bit creepy to eat those cute animals but I heard they are really yummy.

Well Ill write more about my days later... C ya

Day 6

So already friday, in 2 days ive been here for 1 entire week. Thats insane, time flies by! Maybe I could convince Peter to move here with me? Hmm Im gonna try that! I got nothing to lose atleast! Yes imma try that as soon as I get home. Perhaps we'll move to Greece or Malta. I think other places would be hard, well maybe not Ireland but everything else.
Ill tell him that they have a Dubliner pub here and alot of guiness, he cant refuse that.
So Im waiting for my friends to get off school now so we can go to the beachclub and get a nice tan =)
Class today was easy, maybe too easy for me but soon Ill start the advanced class. Its gonna be a bit boring tho since I like my class now and my amazing teachers. But ide rather learn something then just sit there for 4 weeks and dont learn a thing. That would suck big time!

Later tonight me and some friends gonna go out to eat some dinner and then go clubbing. I still wont pay for any alcohol since I got all those free vouchers. LOVE MALTA! Well time to get ready for swimming and spend some time in the sun! <3

Day 5

Sitting here again now doing nothing, just taking a break from the sun and the heat! Those breaks are worth ALOT! U cant just be outside in the sun 24\7, it wont work. I would rather die in a not so painful way, cuz dying cuz of the sun gotta be the worst way of dying.

I should make food but Im to tired, even for making something simple as noodles. Well guess ill buy something today instead. Something cheap, but then again alot of things are cheap here. I havent spend much money at all so far.

So what happened today?
Well exept from school and losing weight cuz Im walking in the sun me and Funda went to the beach. We were going to the beach club 10 - 15 minutes away from the school but we go some minor problems. First we tried to take the cheat way in without paying. But that didnt work because just when we entered the beach club area one from the staff found us, and they refused to let us pay there so we went to the nice beach like 5 minutes away. And we spent about 2 hours there, just talking, laying in the sun and swimming. The ocean is amazing.
When we were about to leave the guys who was next to us asked us out! Was kinda fun. One malteese guy and one british. I mean not on a date just to eat dinner and talk and that could be a great experience and opportunity to speak english! Since thats the reason why Im here in the first place.
Well time to go and get ready for the dinner tonight or coffee or what ever!
Carpe Diem

Day 4

So yesterday was day 4, didnt have time to write at all yesterday. I was busy all day long. First had school then me and some friends (among them Nadja, my roommate), went to the EC beachclub and met other students. So nice to be in the sun all day and just relax. Relaxing is something that i hardly do. I ALWAYS do something.

We spent a couple of hours at the beach (using like 1\2 of our sunlotion bottle) and then we went home to get ready for the party! Its party everyday here especially in Paceville where you can find all the bars.
And its pretty different from Sweden, the music is so much louder then home but its so much fun! Me and my friends actually went to a stripclub, it was ladies night so we decided to try it out. So we went down the stairs and came into a room filled with smoke and strippoles everywhere. Suddenly a guy appears on a stage with 3 poles and he started to dance. He looked kinda like Tarza and we took some photos even if we werent allowed to. I even got a movie of it. God that was a really fun experience but I prolly wont do it again. Or will i?

Then we went to a normal bar t take a couple of drinks and just dance and have fun but we went home pretty early cuz of school the day after.

Well Ill write more later... Have fun!

Day 3

Soooo day 3 now, days running by and Im having a blast!
Sitting here in the schools internet cafe and writing a bit now before i go out in the sun again and get a nice taaaaan! I Looooooove my tan! Its been like 2,5 days here now and Im already starting to get brown. I wanna be called el negro when I get back!

So Im in a pretty advanced class now but sometimes its to easy so Im gonna ask them if they can switch class perhaps! Ill give this class a week first so Im sure that Im doing the right thing. Rather learn something then just be here and do nothing.

The hardest thing here is the moist in the air. Can be a pain in the neck but Im starting to get used to it now. So thats good. The best thing is the sun and that u get a nice tan and dont have to wear alot of clothes. Loooove that. Sometimes I think I was born in the wrong country, maybe I am maybe not! But anyways I kinda decided now to actually move to another country some day. Im bored of Sweden. I wanna open a bar and maybe Malta is the place for me, who knows?
But Im still young, got several years to think about that.

Welcome drink with the school today but for now Im gonna go out in the sun and enjoy my vacation!

Day 2

Second day n Malta now and Im Looooooooving it... Kinda different from Sweden, for exampel the weather, the air, plaants and the keyboard. So if u wondering why the blogpost might look a bit wierd its cuz Im not used to the english keyboard =)

So hard to type but Im having fun anyways.
Like u might already know I arrived yesterday and found out that i would share room with a german girl, Nadja. Shes really nice so that wasnt a problem. My only problm was that I miss Peter so god damn much and was har to fall asleep without him.

So had my first class today and my teacher is amazing. well gotta run, forgot that the welcxome dinner is soon! Ill write more later prolly

Pics

Pics from the student party!