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Kind of a sucky day today. Found out that my cousin, hes like 1 year old, is really sick. Something wrong with his lungs or something in that area. So now they have to open his chest of and try to fix the problem. And theres a chance that he wont survive since hes that young.

Its hard. I think I really cant handle the problem the way I want since Im all moody and everything affects me in a bad way.

Ive been crying since I got home. Well on the way home also from class. And that was embarrassing, I feel weak when i cry. But dont know what to do right now.

So I decided to forget the problem tonight and go out and have fun.

Costume party at the bar and its going to be fun I guess. Got my costume today also =) A amazing nurse costume. Me likey.

Trying to think positive right now. And positive is getting so damn drunk so I dont think about real life today. Gotta wait a lil tho. I cant start drinking at 1.40 pm -___-

Well time to go and do something. Need to think of something else.