keeping a promise

So I promised I would write didnt I? So here I am writing 12.13 am. Im starting to get tired but alot of things on my mind at the moment.

Feels like my mind is gonna explode, I got millions of thought and I dont know what I want right now. Im confused. My heart and my brain cant decide what to do right now.

If Im gonna go right or left, backward or forward. My mind is breaking into millions of pieces.

But to something more fun. I spent the day with my family and had amazing food. So yummy. My favorite food actually, mom and dad food.. YUMMY IN MY TUMMY!

And then we had some coffee and we talked alot =).. Was so nice to meet them and next sunday they're comming to my apartment.

Speaking of food and stuff tomorrow Im gonna go on a long walk, about 1-2 hours around the lake here and on thuesday Im gonna go swimming with Maria. Im NOT ready for beach 2009 if I continue to look like this. My tummy is still speaking to me. Damn x-mas fuking up my body. Yes I do blame x-mas and its food. Maybe I should blame some of the alcohol also. Thou I dont drink to much anymore. Im starting to be a good girl.

But last night me and Maria drank ALOT!! It was fun thou. Alot of dancing and talking and then McDonalds. Im not really a McDonalds fan, I mean I can eat there but I prefer real food. But when Im drunk I can almost eat anything I guess, even things I normally dont like.

Next friday and prolly saturday we gonna party again and its gonna be loads of fun. Cant wait.

Oh really gotta go now. School tomorrow.

So now I kept my promise Marcy-pooo!!

Gnight everyone! Ill see u tomorrow/

Emelie<3