11.10 pm now. And Im hungry. Insane to be hungry at this time. But I need to listen to what my body is telling me instead of what my mind is telling me. Which usually is bad when it comes to food. Im really good at starving myself and we dont want that dont we =) !! So I decided yesterday Im gonna make some changes in my life since Im already underweight. 50 kilos and 1.67 metres tall. Thats underweight. So right now Im gonna eat 4 times a day. Atleast try to. Maybe ill start with 3 and then go up to 4. Cuz right now Im eating maximum 2 times a day. so right now I have potatoes boiling again. Im addicted to potatoes. Thats like the only thing that I really eat much of. When I eat I usually only eat so Im still a bit hungry when Im done. But NOT with potatoes, salmon and salsa. I mean not those 3 together, separate.
Listening to 80s and 90s music now also and it makes me soooooo happy.. All hubbly bubbly inside. Ooooooh potatoes almost done.. I can really feel the hunger now.
OMG I forgot to tell something REALLY embarrassing that happened yesterday. So I was really hungover. Just laying in my couch without make up or anything. Luckily I had clothes on, I have to since I have workers walking outside my windows all the time. So i went to open the door and got a HUGE shock. The really hot guy just looks at me really surprised and then he asked me "Oh this is ur apartment? U live here?". And I answered, even more surprised then he was, "ehe... yeaaa I do"... Then he asked me if I recognized him. And of course I did. That was my really old boyfriend I had like 9 years ago!!! And there hes standing outside my door. Hotter then ever and is about to enter my messy apartment. I had a party here the day before so it really looked like world war III in here. And it was only him who came. No other workers. And he started to talk to me and I looked AWFUL! Like hungover awful. And I was so ashamed over the apartment. I just wanted to die.
But I atleast got to talk to Steve-love. And thats something I really missed since that lil man havent been online forever.
So about my day today. I woke up 7 am and made myself ready for school. Then I just sat down infront of the pc to spend some time with my friends and talk. I had a really good time. Then off to school where I found out that Steve-love is santa. OMG!! I had no idea about that. Think hes joking tho -giggles- He said hes santa when I said Im innocent. I dont look innocent? I think I do. Dont u guys think that? Maybe we should vote for that. A nice research. Am Emelie innocent or not? Please answer =)
Then I just went home to my apartment and ate and relaxed. Took care of my beloved cats. They dont really like all the noices the workers are making here now. Another thing my cat Pussy Mao doesnt like is me drunk. When I get home drunk she runs away from me. She wont let me touch her or even look at her. The best alcotest EVER!
So right now Im watching VH1 channel on TV. They are playing really old music and I love it. Childhood memories.. Makes me happy.
Tomorrow it is a party. And I gotta go. A friends Bday. But this time Im gonna remember to eat before and dont drink to much. But time to go now since potatoes are done.. YUMMY!!!
Take care /
Em <3
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