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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

In Ems head

Wassssup ppl!!
So my day today have been REALLY wierd. Atleast my mood. Im gonna have a girly week soon and havent had that in a LONG time since Im using a special birth protection. I dont wanna have babies now when Im only 20 years old. Later I do but not right now. Right now I wanna focus on my life and do stuff thats important to me right now. Like meeting new people and have alot of fun.
Exept my wierd mood today that went from laughing to crying its been a terrific day. First I woke up and talked to Steve-darl a bit and other people like Chris. After a while I went to a pre-school here nearby my apartment. It was me and 2 friends in my study group and we watched the kids and took notes about how they communicate with each other and yes as u all prolly can tell its really different from us adults. Then we also interviewed the adults at the pre-school. So much fun to see those big eyes of the kids when new people come to visit them. U can see the curiousity in their eyes. Just sparkling. <3
Watching a movie right now, Arthur and the minimojs. Ive seen it so many times but I just love that movie. Especially that kids that playing the main character. Hes amazing. Same kid who plays Charlie in Charlie and the chocolate factory. End of the movie right now. Lil Mino is going to show Arthur where the rubys are.
I dont feel so good today. Right after I got home from school I took my temperature since Ive been walking outside in the rain and I was all wet when I got home. And cold and freezing. Brrrrr... Oh no school for like 5 days again. Thats amazing. Gonna be so good and Im just gonna relax all weekend. No party I think. I need to start to take more care of myself. I also live once and I gotta start thinking about that. And to much alcohol isnt that good. Im a bad girl -giggles-. Although Im not so good of taking care of myself always. I got this crazy idea that Im fat. I hate my tummy. I really do. So Im really gonna start to work hardcore right now. Gotta be hot and ready for beach 2009. And I wanna look awesome on new year and christmas of course. Mmmm christmas..
Gonna be a wierd christmas eve for me tho. I wont celebrate it with all my relatives like I used to. My moms brother and his family wont come cuz of my cousin who prolly is going to get his surgery somewhere around those days. So that 4 people missing just there. And my dads brother and his girlfriend and their son which is my godson, is going to celebrate christmas with his girlfriends family. So thats 3 more people not comming. And christmas is a really important holiday for me. Not because of the Jesus thing or anything like that. Just that day/days is everyone so close. Almost everyone is different and caring. And I can really feel that in my family. And I LOOOOVE presents. Just a little something puts a smile on me that can last for a week. Dont know what I want this year tho. But I still have a little while to think about it. Soon its time for me to start buy my gifts Im gonna give away. YEY! Best time of the year. I love it. And one thing that has the be on christmas is snow. I wouldnt survive a christmas without a white ground. Looks amazing.
Och but now I really need to go to bed. Im really sleepy.
Gnight everyone and take care of yourselfs/
Em<3

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